UP TO YOU
(c)1989 Michael Kerwin Breen

I know what you're thinking, yeah
I've been doing too much drinking, yeah.
	I hear what's said behind my back
	I've got what you think I lack
	I may not fit your point of view
		but it's not up to you.

I see what's in front of me
I know what you expect me to be.
	I'm sorry to upset you so
	I don't think I'm prepared to go
	I know which is your attitude
		but it's not up to you.

I don't like this feeling, no
I promise I won't let it show.
	I accept the universe
	I've decided what it's worth
	I get the feeling that we're through
		but it's not up to you.

I look right through your wicked lies
I know how to cut you down to size.
	I know by your criteria
	I come out inferior
	I can't accept these facts as true
		and it's not up to you